Still Love you

I have met you many times, dear

asked you nothing but salvation

this pain, this grief, this sorrow

can be removed by your creation

Love, eternal, divine, you gave

hate, ego, lies, all, all destroy it

wanted you and only you dear

you trashed me, scolded and hit

Is this a fun dear, certainly not

I've been fighting may be years

just to see you and you glimpse

and throw me far away in tears

It's my mistake, forgive angel

I may not deserve it I know

you rule me, I'm your slave

have pity o' don't say no

for this heart that shivers for you

and you don't understand it dear

worldly things and aims got on me

with failures, tensions and fear

several seconds more than stars

distance between you and me

increased but I did not see it

realized now, please forgive me

waiting, repenting to see you o'

many in universe it's only you

who can cure me and raise me

fill me with happiness, it's you

it's just you for who I try undones

for you I wait long years, just for you

hate me, dear, whatever you do, I

accept them all, I still love you