Me untitled

Never had I thought that I would be here
not that I caked and I don't really care
sea is just pathetic as I am reflecting
my heart and emotions that pour out.

Tears is what a sense of cowardice but
I have my words so just why should cry
I did so much for myself but all in vain
Can He put a smile on my dry breath pain?

Wind ruffles my hair consoling my grief
sand gives a hope of being forwarded
where is that beauty I feel on this shore?
when is that moment that I bring a new core?

Simple is the word of pride, so is success
once you get a feel of it, addiction ensured
A time I was a seed, now I am a sprout
how will be it when I turn into a fruit?

Was I a fish or was I a hook tell me dear
Is that my hope or is that my greed oh
never that came to my mind why I lost
waves never come to me, feet are dry

I saw a flood once and I saw a drought
recurring times that I had fought then
where is my dare, where is the spark?
he stole at some noon, the setting Sun.

Is it a fall of my work or is it a fall in mine
is that a trial or my final execution oh my
darkness can't stop me, or can it do that
stars are with me or clouds have hidden?

You thought I would stop you guess it
I know, but a little rock just turns flow
I'll get to the sea if it can't get me yes
Let me merge with it and be one with

Or should I be fresh, yielding the fruit
watering the seeds and cutting the thirst
I'll be my rule and for sometime at least
I know that one day, I'll be the sea....

ME = YOU

Here is the little story about what I experienced after I .... you know, we separated...

I never said anything offensive yet, I repent in a very dismal.

I never wanted you to go away but time got me, very painful,

thus moving on is moving away from the dear of my heart

but I was stuck in a vice squeezed between future and past

and I missed my present , you!

Oceans are my thoughts for you and I couldn't bring them

to you 'cause you put a range of hills with a small orifice

that a tiny fish got stuck, I bore the greatest, my life's price

It squealed a lot but it was mute, it was my love's gem

and I missed my present, you!

If I could show you I was a tree, you named me fruitless

If I could make  a dessert of my heart, you spat tasteless

then was the time I waited for you, trying the best of mine

I never expected, on your dish else anybody would sign.

but I missed my present, you!

She saw not the fruit but the shade I gave and trusted me

She admired not the taste but the good that came from it

I was with her, so true but the fact remains that you own me

If you were the peak of my life, she was just a honey pit

and I missed my present... you!

Why did I miss you? just dive in my ocean.. discover you

Did I really miss you? Ask the moon, for he heard me too

I'm a zero in my life, agreed but you just one beside me

we'll make a complete ten, wonderful,didn't you see?

and I miss my present... without you!